I graduated college today and it’s really been a surreal experience. I still feel as though it hasn’t hit me yet. Like, it’s really over. I don’t have to go back to class and I won’t see any of my friends for probably quite a long time.
It’s really sad to think about. These people have been best friends to me for two years and to suddenly NOT be in their lives anymore? I can’t really think how this could be a positive thing in my life. I mean, I definitely wouldn’t have gotten through any of my classes without the friends I made down here. I’m thoroughly upset that I have to leave them. It’s what I’m going to miss most about being down here.
Once I move back to PA, I’m afraid my friends back home will be disappointed in me. I’m not the same person I was when I left. I feel different. I feel more mature and just overall competent. It’s a change for the better. I’m still me, just a better me. An educated me. A more passionate and fulfilled me. That’s all I could ask for from this experience at Full Sail.
I’m taking whatever comes next in stride. I’m refusing to deal with bullshit. No, not because I can’t handle it or because I’m not mature enough to face it. I’ve just come to the realization that I don’t NEED it. It doesn’t exist if I don’t let it. I’ll accept any challenges thrown my way and reject those people who don’t truly care about me. Like I’ve said, I’m a new person.
I’m not the same pushover as I was two years ago. I’m not going to cry and let someone talk down to me. I’m not going to cry and accept how people treat me. I’m not going to apologize for things that other people think I should apologize for. I’m done with that. When people want to be my friend, they’ll act like it, and in return I will be the best friend to them that I know I am.
All I have to say, after these two ridiculously long and taxing years of college, is bring it on life. Hit me with your best shot. I can handle it.
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